Julian Lawson. We shouldn’t have mixed—we don’t fit. I am good for him and I am bad for him. He is worse for me. We will destroy each other in time and everyone knows it.
Everyone including us…
He is the star quarterback for the Boston Lions and I am just a girl that goes to the same university. I am also his coach’s daughter, and crazy in love with my best friend-turned-boyfriend. But there’s a fine line between love and pain, and I no longer know which side of that blurred line I am standing on. Admitting out loud that my relationship with Jordan was toxic was not something I found easy to do.
So I didn’t.
And then this happened:
Julian and I were thrown together in what was supposed to be a harmless college assignment. And yet, I know there is no way that I am coming out of this unscathed.
I made a huge mistake sleeping with Julian. A mistake I can’t afford to repeat, no matter how good—and bad—he makes me feel.
Somebody once told me that to love another with your whole heart was the bravest thing a person could do. I was not brave, not at first. And then I met Julian and everything changed. Now I am the bravest person in the world and if I can survive loving Julian, I can survive anything.